So, I had to tell her......

..... that unfortunately we wouldn't be able to spend every single day together anymore.

She understood eventually, and both of us are getting through the day. I promised her that every day would be easier.

Yes, it's back to reality. Today was my first day back to work. I have to be honest, it was not as hard to leave this morning as I thought. I know that both little Munchkins are in good hands and I woke up this morning in a great mood. I was a little panicky when the alarm went off, but it is already 1:00 in the afternoon, I'm off to lunch for an hour, then back until only 4:30.

Right now at this moment, I am feeling so wonderful though. I am so very close to being able to say that I am back to my happy self. I'm sure there is a whole separate post about this coming soon. It feels like it has taken an eternity, and I will never take good days for granted again.

You know what they say about all good things....they come to an end.

The bad news: I have to go back to work on Monday.

The good news: I do have 5 more days with these little muchkins.

Shaving Cream

Summer days get a little long trying to entertain a toddler inside, so I consulted with my dear friend Katie for ideas what she does with her THREE little ones. One of her recommendations was to have fun with shaving cream outside. Katie, Aiden and I thank you.

It was a very sad realization for Aiden when he realized the fun didn't last forever. Guess I need to run to the dollar store to stock up.

Harper's First Baseball Game

Each year, one of Jeff's vendors holds a big barbeque at Raley Field before the the baseball game. Such a fun family friendly event : )

Her eyes keep changing every day. I think she is going to have Aiden's color.

The Boss looking sharp in his polo.

Smiley Girl

Her double chin just kills me (in a good way). She weighs exactly 11 pounds now, and this is what a normal day looks like for her. Aiden smiled, but never as much as this little angel.

You want me to cut who's hair????

It was NOT easy, but we accomplished it again. This video is pre-cut and it was more than overdue. There are a couple hack marks, but he doesn't have the mop on his head anymore. Aiden has so much energy, many days, I can empathize with the little white bear.

Long time no see!

Yes, I admit I have more than neglected the blog. But for good reason.....we have had so much fun stuff going on. Miss Harpie is already 2 1/2 months old! She has doubled her weight and is smiling all the time. Aiden is wonderful and is starting to talk up a storm. I personally have spent a lot of time getting healthy and learning new things about myself every day. I can say that my state of mind has improved a great deal and I am thankful and much more appreciative for all the gifts in my life. There are truly so many.

Besides that......I recently celebrated my 30th birthday in Arizona with all of my very favorite people. I was originally just going out for a week with Harper to spend time with my mom while my dad was out of town (a girls weekend, ya know?) and then the night before I had to leave, I was sitting on the couch feeling sad, and in walked my beautiful son and handsome husband. I almost fell off the couch I was so surprised. Jeff had arranged for us to spend the night at a fabulous resort while Grandma and Grandpa watched the babies, and then this was accompanied by two days at the resort pool with family and friends. It was by far the best birthday I have ever had. Thank you to all who made it so memorable.